Friday, July 29, 2011

Toward the future...

Doing something for my future. by time seem very packed.
Intern, report, part time. when i can really concentrate on my things.. ><~~ T.T

Friday, July 1, 2011

late in nite.
but still dun wanna go sleep
even though tomorrow still need to go work.
I dun wanna go work.. ><
but still have to~.

Felt the intern become tougher.
Work like a real engineer
Drawing of the real design
Everything need to be calculated..
Make me stress..

Another month is passed again.
Should i be glad?
but still got one and a half month a wait..
till the intern end..

Many things changes during this sem break,
or for me is intern..
1st time work as real engineer,
1st time go for part time,
1st time cook with friends,
1st time go paint wall,
maybe still got many 1st time that i cant remember.

Happy things happens alot,
can join with best friends every week.
talking to each other,
working together.

Some other things happen to my friend,
nothing i can do since it is personal,
somemore i never had any experience in it.
Love, what is it? 23 years without really over-concern about it,
although sometimes really hope got someone beside..
support me unconditionally,
give me warm,
Am i too steady not needing it?
Heart been touched, but body doesn't,
Where is the impulse of love, rushing toward it recklessly?
dun have enough faith on myslef or on others?

Maybe i just a coward.. that afraid of unknown...
always press down the reckless emotion,
taking up the phone and then put it down.
starting a conversation but failed to continued it.
Make me look really weak~~
I can just become a good man,
happy for ur happiness,
sad for ur sadness,
help unconditionally,
without let u notice....... but not like a stalker.. X(
although i read some books that say
let people know when u treat people good.
but still the same me after so long..

What else can i do?
Hope for someone would come for me? that wouldn't happen,
Hope for someone appear and give a hyper impact on me,
pushing me out? waiting for more 23 years...
Or just happen to become alone? Not the best way to live ever.

Tomorrow work would be more tougher without enough sleep....
i am not EMO!!!!!!!! just thinking more lately.. ^^ as a living people..
~looking at ur smiley face make my world better~

Saturday, May 28, 2011

intern- ing days~~

Another long period didnt write blog..
Just dun have any mood on it..
life is become more and more messy now..
after the ending of the 3rd year study
it is time for the internship.
Many problem have been pop out no where for the internship.
but finally i still a place for it.

the internship is at Shah Alam and i am staying at PJ currently.
means that i have to take more than half hour to reach there by car.
that one need to thanks my coursemate.. XD

Still cannot find back the blogging mode..
then that all for now.. haha

Wish all my friends.. enjoy this long long holiday lar..
for those in intern one.. add oil..
some of you have graduate dy.. really congratz to ur guys..
it is time to face the real world..
just do your best.. ^^

Monday, April 18, 2011

Good & Bad

Bad things always follows by good things.
This should be the best things about life.
But it also happen in vise-versa.
These type of things happens to me often.
Always make me feel miserable when somethings just pop out
When i feel very enjoy for my life.

Last week was a week that makes me really proud and happy.
I and my team spends almost 1 weeks of time everyday from morning till night
working on the prototype of machine in one of my subject.
My hand is full of small wounds due to those works.
The machine built is been exhibited in our department.
Since this is a subject (Industrial Project) of my course.
Where our machine will be marked by someone from SIRIM, Proton, and Motorola company.
And in the end, my team manage to get the 1st prize.
It was just a hamper. XD
But it is a long time since i have won anything. ^^
















My Team Machine : Waste Sorting Machine.. XD


Then the next week is study week.
Playing, enjoying, with abit of happiness that left over from last week.
Until get some bad news about my internship.
GOT PROBLEM!!! Suddenly felt like drop from sky.
Hope it can be solved. If not need to find again.
Life is difficult. X(

Yesterday going to Klang to eat bak gut teh with a bunch of friends.
Some of them will be graduated. i will be missing them. ^^
1st time go Klang .. the food is not bad~~ not too expensive.. very full..

Friday, March 18, 2011

Thursday, March 17, 2011

Monday, February 28, 2011

单 与 双

一个人,
是无拘无束,
还是毫无寄托?

两个人,
是生命枷锁,
还是为你而活?

Sunday, January 30, 2011

Happy CNY~

Three weeks have passed since the last post..
New sem seem to be very free
however there is still plenty of homework need to do,
i havent settle down my mood for study or anything~~
so its been a rough time for me to push myself do things without any motivation...

The Chinese New Year is coming soon~~ ^^
not yet buy any new cloths~ no money since the ptptn not yet bank in..
anyway~~ still enjoy the holiday~~
although today i clean my house for whole day~
fighting with all the dust~~
playing with vacuum, never really use it before... hehe

So, i wish everyone Happy CNY~ and enjoy the holiday~ Xp


















i think i drank 6 bottle of vitagen today~ 5 pineapple flavor & 1 orange flavor~
wakaka~~ nice nice nice~~ just abit small~~ X(

Monday, January 10, 2011

Day 9

Life being abit loss controlled recently
maybe the holiday is too short?
still cannot adjust my life back into study
although the school have been start for a week.

9 days been passed for the new year.
but i still keep watching drama, anime, movie..
there are still important things need to be done
but i just delay it till the last minute
every time. Habit ? not a good one. Xp

My toe is being infected
really hurt for few days
after an hour of fighting with the wound
pinching all the pus out
pain like hell...... T.T
but starting to recover..
Now keep thinking my room is bad luck
been few times since i stay here last semester.
got anything can bring good luck such as charm?
just to keep me healthy....














Black pepper chicken chop from Wings cafe~
It is a birthday celebration of a friend~ ^^